Unfair life...

4-April-2014
Friday
6:23 A.M.

It's crazy how you get hurt most by the person you never expected from.

Life is so unfair. It gives you everything when you want nothing and snatches everything when you want something. People come in your life either to stay or to teach you how to live alone. You neither stayed with me nor told me how to live alone. Even if I  look at the circumstances from a different point of view and think what you did to me just happened, I don't get any clue why you continued it for two years? It's beyond any reason you and your family gave to me. Was it intentional? Was it some plotting? Was it a co incident? I don't know what was it but it's hurting me like hell. I feel so stupid for not getting over you and crying every single day. Nothing soothes my heart. The thoughts of past cloud my mind and it rains from my eyes. I'm not able to absorb this harsh reality.

I trusted you more than myself, left everything behind just to be with you, drove everyone away from me only because I thought you'll always be there for me holding my hand but now I realize how wrong I was. I didn't understand life isn't a movie with a happy ending. People hold your hand, walk with you, make you believe that they'll protect you from every evil of the world and when you start believing them one day they are the same people who push you from the edge of cliff making you realize how wrong it is to trust someone blindly. Once you start believing them blindly they will prove, you are blind.