6 weeks...

22-April -2014
Tuesday
12:53 P.M.

"Those who love you most have the power to hurt you most."

Today 6 weeks have gone since we aren't together. As I close my eyes every moment reappear in my mind how my beautiful dream turned into a nightmare. The night when I had sleeping pills, your calls, getting hospitalised, Iti's plan to expose, her talking to your family, those calls from your family, everyone getting involved to the world where only we two existed, confusions, blames, tensions in all the families and at last the truth which shocked everyone and killed me. Though I swear I don't believe any single word I was told. I cannot believe anyone. I don't know what's in your mind and why did you play this game but one thing is for sure that the love and care wasn't fake. I know you could never hurt me. There is some unknown story behind all this. Maybe the pictures were fake but feelings were not. Even if God comes down in front of me and say that it was all fake I won't believe him because I know it wasn't.

You said you know me well. More than I know myself. Yes its true indeed but that doesn't mean I don't know you. I know you too. You used to say I am your jaan and you cannot live without me. I just want to know how are you living now? Doesn't it hurt you? Don't you wake up in late nights just like me? Don't you miss that 24*7 texting?  Don't you remember the moments we used to spend together?  Don't you miss those sweet fights? Don't you miss the extreme break ups and then again getting back to each other telling how we couldn't live without each other? Don't you miss everything about us? We are meant to be together. Nothing in this world can change my love for you. No one can take your place in my life.