I wish time could roll back...

12-April -2014
Saturday
6:19 A.M.

'Sometimes I wish I could turn back time... impossible as it may seem. '

Lyrics of a  famous song by Backstreet boys. There comes a time in life when we want to turn back the time . I too wish the same. I really wish I could roll back to the time when we met. I know its not possible at any cost.

One month is over now. We are no more together. No hopes to be together in future too. There is a gaping void in my life. A void only can fill and no one else. Isn't it ironic the one with whom I wanted to spend my every moment and who was equally passionate for me not with me now? We were meant to be together. The most enviable couple. People used to say that I am so fortunate to have a partner like you. Now only I know how my fortune has turned into misfortune. We are no longer together. Destiny has snatched away all my happiness in a moment.

It hardly matters to me that one month has passed as you still occupy my mind and heart like before. Whatever I do, whatever I think you're always at the back of my mind. I am clueless why I am so much addicted of you. I shouldn't be. I won't get anything in return. Yes I know everything. But this heart.. it never listens to me. It always find some logic in irrational things. Certainly there is something wrong with it. Don't know what.

Seriously if I could roll back the time first thing I would have done is not to meet you ever. I don't regret the time I met you or the time I spent with. They were one of the best moment of my life. All I want is not to get involved with you like this. It's so painful to lose someone you thought is all yours. You were like a prized possession to me. I adored you. You meant my life to me.