Change isn't permanent...

25-April-2014
Friday
20:36 P.M.

I wonder what you think when you hear my name...

Today it's 46th day. Yes I am counting every single day since we aren't together. I wonder what comes to your mind when someone says KANYA. Do you think about me? For me even today when someone takes your name my heart skip it's beats. I feel very strange as if someone stirred all my emotions at once. Even today your name has the same intensity to turn my world upside down.

We want so many things in life. We dream to achieve success but once we find the love in our lives nothing else matters. We don't care about the whole world. We don't think about destination, the journey itself becomes destination. Holding hands and making sure that this journey is worth walking for becomes the main aim.

Before you came into my life I was already in a miserable state because of my past and then you came like a fresh breeze bringing happiness to my life. I always kept myself in a shell where no one enter and hurt me but I allowed you to enter only because I felt a different connection with you. There was some invisible force which brought me closer to you. Slowly and steadily our bond strengthened. A bond which I believed no power can break. You gave wings to my dreams. You brought the smiles back to my life. I trusted you more than anything in the world. You're all I ever wanted. I didn't know life has something else in store for me. Something unexpected and shocking. The way things changed is unbelievable. I am still living in the same world but without you this world means nothing to me. My heart craves for you. I want you to make me smile like always. I am missing the love we had. I wish there was any way to turn back time and bring us together once again.

Change is permanent. Its not true. If it is why are you not here with me? You changed my life and gone. All the broken promises make me think why did I let you come close to me?