7 Weeks...

29-April -2014
Tuesday
6:07 A.M.

Morning with a bad news, Jacob is no more with us:-(

Day after day a new bad news. Seems bad luck is following me everywhere. From the day I have lost my gold chain & the Ohm pendent everyday something wrong is happening with me. I told you na it was my lucky charm. In that week I lost and pendent, next week I saw Keshav's FB id, third week we drifted apart and then everything else ruined. That Ohm pendent was my saviour. Dad still doesn't know about it. On Holi he asked me about chain to which I lied that I kept it in locker and he believed me. I had no other option at that time.

7 weeks of my lifeless life are getting completed today. 7 weeks back what I was and after 7 weeks what I am today are two different persona of same girl. A girl with full of life has transformed into an alive dead. A girl who was always there to support everyone now needs to supported by others. A girl who always held others now needed to be held so tightly to let her fears and pain fade away. A girl who was reason for others to live now has no reason to live. God never does justice. I am paying for the mistake I never did.

2:14 P.M.

Can you believe it Dad has got new parrot? Yes few minutes back Dad has brought a new small parrot and a very big cage. I am really surprised. In the morning Dad saw me crying when I heard that Jacob is no more. Perhaps he understood that I am sad thats why he has got a new one. At least for now my perception about Dad had changed. He shows that he is strict and disciplined but inside his heart he is very soft.