Happy Birthday To You...

May1st,2014
Thursday
3:27 A.M.

Happy Birthday To You. May God shower his best blessings on you.

Last year on the same date I had made a collage with personalized message to wish you and wished you at midnight itself. This year also I have wished you but I know my wish doesn't matter. I just read the mail you had sent me on your birthday as we weren't talking to each other. One of the longest mail you ever wrote to me. Your dad had operation on the same day and it went fine. Last year you wanted me to come back to you anyhow and today you haven't even replied my mail. I really don't want you to reply even. I cannot take any chance once again. Your any reply will make me more weak. I am trying hard to get over you. But the fact is it hurts.

The moment I read that mail I was teary eyed(I am still the same). How things have changed? You could not live without me even for a day and now its been 7 weeks and you haven't even tried to know if I am alive or dead. Ironical. Was all that love and care was fake? I know it wasn't. I can't ever be. I cannot accept it.

I am sure you would be enjoying this day with your family. Celebrating Akshay Tritiya alongwith your birthday. So much lucky. Didn't you think about me? I know you very well, you must be thinking about me too but now none of us has enough courage to confront each other. It isn't easy now. The circumstances in which we've drifted apart haven't left any way to return to the same path. I wish our paths never cross again in future too. Although you are all I want at this moment yet deep inside my heart I know it's not worth it now.