Evidences of past...

May 14, 2014
Wednesday
20:08 P.M.

The pain of seeing the physical evidences of something which no longer exists except in memories, is excruciating.

Whenever I see our old mails, texts and screenshots a saddened smile play across my lips. You also must be having hundreds of them. I know just like me you can't delete them. They are so precious to both of us. In fact we have different screenshots of our texts which we used to like distinctly and save them to show them to each other.

I remember how you used to send me my own texts whenever we had a fight reminding me my promises . Today I want to send you your texts to remind you your promises and swears. I always trusted you more than anyone. You made me believe in love. You made me smile. You made me believe in all the promises we did. Now where are you? How can you abandon me when I need you most? You are the one who taught me how to live with smiles, now come back and tell me how to live without you. Every time I see those mails I can't stop myself crying.

You know what today it's Mom-Dad's anniversary and I wished them casually early in the morning with no gift. I haven't got any gift this year because initially I didn't remember and later I didn't feel like going to market and buy a gift.