All in vain...

May 7th, 2014
Wednesday
9:42 A.M.

You still have the power to make me smile even when you're the reason I am sad.

Its so difficult to let go of the past, when it holds the best memories of life. No matter how hard we try to erase those memories from our mind, our heart just doesn't allow it. Some feelings are so complicated to understand.

I had had the best times of my life with you. When I see screenshots of those long gone days they really make me smile. Your cute nothings still make me smile. Our relationship had a strong foundation of love and understanding. Don't know how it crashed so easily.

As they say once a piece of thread is broken, it can never be joined without a knot. I don't completely agree with it because as I remember every time we had a fight and we moved apart, we came even more closer. In last two years I had lived a different life altogether with you. Our bond was unbreakable. I remember how everyone used to get jealous of our love. How everyone used to question me about our relationship and romance. No couple could have loved as passionately as we did. You always made feel like I was perfect even though I know I ain't. Despite of so many differences and ups and downs, I was always dedicated to you and so were you. I loved to spend every second of my life with you. I never knew things would go out of place one day. I wish I had known that you would leave me alone to die one day.:'(

My all efforts to forget you go in vain. I cannot forget you ever. It seems you have conquered my heart and mind.