Crucial day...

May 16th, 2014
Friday
5:54 A.M.

Morning. Can't wish good morning as it's not going to be good for me. It's a crucial day for many reasons. Iti, her family and Aarav are coming today also election results are going to be declared. Election results are already known that Modi will be our next PM. I am worried about my meeting with Aaru and Iti. I am feeling very uncomfortable. Just few more hours and they all will be in Kanpur. I have just switched my cell and got Aarav's texts that he is very eager to meet me after such a long time. The more eager he is, the more nervous I am. I hope things don't turn out to be wrong anyway.

11:15 A.M.

I have activated FB once again. Seeing those old posts is atrocious. I have hidden all the posts from timeline so that I don't have to see them every time I go through my own profile. Now those posts don't show your comments. They show only my part of conversation but I remember everything you wrote. I saw a few posts. They made me lost in the vision when we used to play on comments. Your name on my status. Gosh! I don't want to cry again.  You're nomore a part of my life still you are in my mind all the time.

6:51 P.M.

Iti, her family and Aarav have arrived Kanpur this afternoon. They are quite excited to meet me. Aarav is little upset. I don't know why. We had a few words and I felt some change in his voice. I am scared now. I hope he isn't upset because of me.