May 10, 2014
Saturday
15:37 P.M.
How funny is it the moments which once made me laugh until my stomach ached and my cheeks started paining now make me cry. We were inseparable. Ours was the love people only imagine in their dreams. The beautiful relationship which I thought would last forever or more. And one out of the blues you left me alone in this mean world. A world where smiles, relationships, love, trust, joy doesn't exist. I am all alone in this world haunted by your memories. Each and every day I convince myself that its all over and I should stop brooding over my past. Sometimes I get successful in convincing myself and other times I fail miserably.
Today Shashank planned to come over here and spend time with me. He has come to Kanpur specially to meet me. I was also okay with it till early morning. When we had conversation in early morning, I felt he was really concerned about me. That made me feel so guilty. I knew I couldn't face him and thats why on the last moment I cancelled our plan to meet up. I know he is very upset with me and for next few days or months we aren't going to talk. I have lost one of my support system in this lonely phase of my life. You, Shipra, Maa-Papa, Ashu, Aarav, Iti, Yash and now Shashank, I have lost everyone who used to be by my side in all my ups and downs.:-(
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