2 weeks...

25-March-2014
Tuesday
6:36 A.M.

Complete 15 days has gone today. It seems like it happened yesterday. I close my eyes and can feel everything as it is. The moments when we moved apart. The love of two years vanished in two minutes. Unbelievable. Isn't it?

I have gone through many rough phases in my life but this phase is toughest. Everyday I count the days, hours, minutes and seconds. Nothing makes me feel happy anymore. The things that I used to love before I don't even want to look at them now.

It's raining since last night. Black clouds, lightening, cool breeze of air and the shower of rain falling on me. Sitting beside the window I was looking at the rain. I missed your presence with every drop. We both always loved rain like anything. Now I don't loved it anymore because it makes me miss you even more.

I wish there was any way to pick up and dump them in some deep pit, from where they cannot come back. No matter how much I try to stay strong these memories just don't let me.

Yesterday (24-03-14), it was the birthday of Shashank and he called me on his own birthday. I wished him but he knew from my voice that I'm still unmoved. Just after few minutes of conversation I broke down into tears and he was consoling me. He wants me to forget everything but it's not as easy as he thinks. Two weeks have gone by today and still one thought of yours brings tears in my eyes.

I have seen people breaking up and moving on but with me it's not happening. Maybe because it's not break up.. I'm broken up.