Parting ways...

20-March-2014
Thursday
6:41 A.M.

Good morning!! Is there anything good about morning? Actually no..there is not. Missing you so much. Feeling very alone. Don't know whom to talk and tell about how I'm feeling. No words can express my feelings and emotions in real.

Things are changing. Yesterday I didn't cry that much as I used to be. I was little relaxed. But that doesn't mean I've forgot about you or the things associated to you. Only difference is that now I am trying not to show how deeply I am hurt.

I wonder how your life is going without me. Don't you miss the morning laced with smiles and love? Actually I miss it like anything. Yes people still wish me good morning but the way we used to start our day has lost. I miss all those beautiful moments so much.

I always believed you're more sensitive than me. If someday for any reason if our ways parted you'll be more hurt but now I am realizing how wrong I was. All the love and care was fake. The feelings were fake. How could you play such games with me and my life?

You've always known me more than I know about myself. My mood, my habits, my choices, my feelings and everything about me. You better knew if you ever gone from my life my life will be over still you did it. I always tried to stay away from you. Did every effort to escort from this relationship but nothing worked because you always made me come back.

There was an invisible bond which always pulled me closer to you no matter how many times I tried to walk out of your life. You never let it happen. I don't know why you did it. Didn't you ever realize the way we're moving close it's not good? Umpteen times I told you I won't be able to survive if you left me alone and to my surprise you actually never left me alone.