Memories...

30-March-2014
Sunday
6:22 A.M.

"Tears are the silent language of pain."

Why is it so difficult to put feelings into words? My eyes well up when I miss you. They let me realize I can't forget the moments I spent with you. It's been a while but still things are not falling onto their place.

Love changes everyone. It changed me. What I was a few days back and how I am today are two different people. I have completely lost myself.

Today its Shipra's birthday. You remember last year when I was making a CD of memorable moments of her life since she was born to till now, you said it's the best gift. I was so happy because you liked this idea and she too liked the gift so much. In fact her whole family liked it so much. This year I have got an angel for her. An angel for a real angel. I hope she'll like it. I was really so much confused what to gift her. In all these 8-9 years it's the first time I wasn't able to decide anything for her. Even you're not here to help me or give any suggestions. These little moments...  I miss you in such moments like anything.

20:22 P.M 

Missing you so much:'( Not getting whom to talk, whom to tell how I am feeling. Can't stop these tears:'( How life has changed so drastically? What I was and what I have become? Ever smiling to forever sad. I can't get over you. Everyone tells me this pain will subside with time. Why don't anyone tells me when? I never thought I'll miss you like crazy. I have become so much addicted of you.