Lost happiness...

29-March-2014
Saturday
6:36 A.M.

Can the old "us" come back please?

Whenever your thought crosses my mind, my heart says this. An inevitable thought. I do every  effort to keep myself away from your thoughts but it never happens. You own my heart and my mind. Every cell of me claims to be in love with you.

There are no happiness and smiles without you. The thing that hurts me even more is that you don't even care.

Yesterday almost after one & half month I dared to write my blog. It's really difficult to do the things now. I always wanted you to be the first one to read my every post and give your reviews. I don't know this time you've read it or not. You already knew about this story. I hope you would like  it as you liked the previous ones.

Times like this make me miss you so much. I started this blog for you. No matter where I go in my life or what I do I can never forget you. You were my real strength. You always encouraged me to do the things I was afraid to think about.

There isn't a single moment or a single thing which doesn't make me think about you. Sometimes I feel so much stupid doing all this. How can someone rule my life like this? But you're doing it. Isn't it wrong?